bismillah and assalamualikum minna-san~!
yatta~!! finally im home~~ ive nvr been away from home this long!! i ws practically wailing n moaning abt goin home for at least 1 week b4 i really get to go home! my hsm8 said, if im like this evntho im still in the same state [im just an hour away from home actually..], how will i live overseas? hahahaaa.. i know that'll b one of the toughest time i'll have... but it'll b a great adventure! huhuu...
ok, id like to appologize if later on u find this entry a bit crappy [[yes, i like to use that word to describe my entries..]] cause seriously i think my english is starting to get rusty... i dunno why... myb cause, yes i hv eng class 2 hrs a week, but i dunno.. i feel kinda, erm.. lack of english expose? ergh! see i cant evn describe it! hmm... lets just say i hvnt heard or conversed [[dialogue or monologue]] a lot of english lately... lack of tv and internet main reasons?? yes probably... and less monolouge.. im not thinking to myself lately.. myb i dont have time to talk to "the other me".. [[i know that sounds a bit creepy.. but its not... really... she's my +ve force... ok bluegreen, stop creeping people out! ^^|]] <-- see, that's her... =p hahahahaha... suddenly i think i sound really crazy.. ah well.. what ever.. the main point is, sorry for the extra crappy english in this entry cause my english is a bit rusty... ^^ period.
so anyway, its lovely to be home... tho being away from it for so long makes me forget just by a tiny fraction how it was at home.. how it looks, the familiar scent, how it feels.... new things got old, old things get chucked away n replaced with new ones, my lil baby sister's vocab increased a bit, my younger siblings look bigger and etc... in a way, seeing those changes gives a pleasant feeling... its like "waa~h im finally home~!" and thats only after a month being away from it... so im looking forward to have that kind of feeling again.. myb it'll evn feel better cause i'll b further away from home n for a longer period too... huhuuu~ so i think i found sth here... bt im not sure... i think.. myb if there werent any adversity encountered, we wouldnt appreciate the simple but beautiful things in life... neh? =)
i dunno what else to blab... talk abt study? yeah its quite ok... hardwork is forever essential in every thing we do.. oh.. that reminds me... now we've got the best lecturers there r in ktt for maths and physics... n they both [[mr.zaini and mr.razib]] kept on rekindling and burning our spirits and motivation to try our best... yes i admit smtms i dont like hearing what they say, but they're saying it to help us.. to give as a bit jolt or sth... to open our eyes to the real world.. sth like that... huhuu.. a-level is not like spm... nothing such as last minutes can make u succeed... also, learn from your mistakes as well as others.. a sad statistic this time around.. abt half of the seniors cant get they butts out of malaysia... i dunno what'll become of them... but i dont want to be in the same puddle as they are... so new spirits are afire! [[bluegreen flames are blazing~~ ^^!]] i brought back a huge stack of books to revise and im not gonna leave it terlambak like that till the end of this hols... study! ganbatte ne!! jia you! ^.^
[[bt anywy, i still had to finish nobuta wo produce first so i can study in peace.. =p so no studying done so far... ^^]]
our mid-sem sucks... well at least i think mine did... every paper was so hard! when i read the question i felt like, urgh~ wth r these?? its like ive never learnt anything! but mind you, i did study ok.. day n nite.. and no, i didnt do it last minute... well at least i started to read bits here n there arnd 3-2 weeks b4... ergh~! anyway.. let bygones be bygones... hold on to what you've learned in the past and keep on walking towards the future... time flies... the future you see far away is really a few steps away.. and the question i must ask myself is, in what manner would i walk towards it?
my hols arent that long... and so far.. i see 2 things i must do which was given by the lecturer... the same lecturer to b exact..
1. do 3 [[or did she say all?]] tests in ielts book 3..
2. plenty of research for the debate
yes... im in a debate despite my stutterings when i speak n my limited vocabulary.. omygosh~! bttr start NOW!
ok... 2 tell ya the truth, ive been writing this for like 4 days now.. since i only limit myself to writing at nite only plus im like so lazy plus ppl r always wanting to use the comp or lappy.. so there...
wassalam..bye!
p/s: so i know this entry is like junk...
p/s: Happy happy Birthday to my best fren tkah~! u're now [[really old!!]] 19!! yikes~! i hvnt bought you any present yet!! can i just treat you some cakey myb? =p nway, love ya [[lun..ok joking~ ^^]] loads n loads no matter how old you get!! hohoo... btw, her birthday's on feb 4th... =)